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Saturday, 24 November 2018

Day 30 of 100, Thursday 22nd November


Even though I stayed up so late, I still struggled to go to sleep. And I had no desire to get up till really late. Poor Mewthos was sirening through the bedroom to be let out! I dragged myself out of bed to open the door for my mippies and then considered climbing back into bed. But I do need to get myself out of this mood, so I made myself coffee.

Not really motivated or energized to do anything, I went and carried some more boxes upstairs then decided to spend some time in the garden. I cleared some dead flowers and tended to some of the more desperate carnations. I need to get into the habit of cutting the flowers when they’re in bloom – carnations apparently don’t like to be left to grow. They twist and turn like a roller-coaster designed by a drunk engineer, if left to themselves.

I decided to take a nap, despite strong protests from Lady Jane. She was not impressed with the idea of sleepy-time in the middle of the day!

I did not wake up refreshed, just cold and still sleepy. I got a bag of sand to re-fill the litter box and put dinner on. Just rice with greens. Mippies and Romeo decided that activity in the kitchen meant munchie time – so I gave in, big softie that I am.

I let them stay out later and later these days, sort of trying to make up for the time they’ll be shut in a small place, away from me. It doesn’t work that way, of course, but it makes me feel a little better. I’m also hoping that in our new home, they can come and go, day and night, as they please.

It’s been a total ‘meh’ day. No energy, listless, bad mood. Sigh, maybe I should have tried chocolate? I just wasn’t up to making muffins, though.

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