You know the age-old school essay title? "What I did on my holiday" Well, I took a two day holiday from blogging.
There wasn't much to write, anyway. I spent most of Saturday re-acquainting myself with the game spreadsheet, the one I had handed over before I moved. I'm quite disappointed with the so-called team spirit in the fellowship - everyone seems to be only concerned with what is in it for themselves ... there's no actual team work. Oh, of course there are exceptions - but they are few. I considered writing a mail to everyone - but frankly, what's the point.
And then I decided: Why bother? Why don't I simply do what everyone else seems to be doing: Just play my own little game and take from the fellowship what's there for the taking. So, I'm thinking of closing down the 'boot camp' since I just really don't have time - nor the interest anymore - to really get things going.
So, that was pretty much my Saturday. Not worth publishing, is it?
Here's a funny thing: You know little miss licky wakey? Well, as much as she likes to lick my face - she dislikes being kissed by me! She turns her face away as fast as her tongue comes out to lick me! Give and take, eh?
Today I did the laundry - got lucky with the machine. Washed the dishes. And then I started separating my recyclable waste. I've now got a few several clear bags hanging in the wardrobe in the kitchen, one for tins, one for hard plastics, one for soft plastics, one for compostable and one for miscellaneous plastics. That leaves my waste bin only half full. I'll have to decide tomorrow what I'll do with that.
I also placed my grocery orders. Yeah, two. See, I really don't want to drive to get groceries on Friday. But there are two things I really, really need: yeast (instant yeast) and milk. Faithful to Nature doesn't sell milk - only alternatives, like nut milk and such. I did take a sachet from them, but that doesn't solve my yeast shortage. The only Instant yeast they sell, comes in such a large quantity, that I can't possibly use it all up in time, so I pretty much need smaller packets. Which I've now ordered.
And then I decided that getting groceries only once a month isn't really working for me, yet. See, I've still not fully settled in, nor fully settled on a way of life.
Okay, so what's this big lifestyle change and why does it keep coming up? I mean, okay, so I live outside town now and can't just quickly get stuff at the shop - so what? Why is that such a big issue?
Well, actually, that alone isn't much of an issue. The really big change is WHAT groceries I now get. When I first moved here, I figured I could just get the same things I've always used. After all, the big stores all advertise shopping online. Only, they don't really offer online shopping - and especially not deliveries. DisChem, Makro & Pick n Pay all make a big thing of 'shop online' - but in reality, Makro's online site doesn't work for everyone (I'm guessing it must work for some people, I'm just not one of them), Pick n Pay doesn't deliver to my area (I figured working in one of the biggest industrial areas, delivery would be no problem - but yeah. No deliveries here). And DisChem? Well, the only products available online are the high-priced items. And I see no point in shopping online, if I have to go to the store anyway for the items they don't make available for online shopping.
So, all the products I've got used to, aren't readily available. Also, I no longer have a spare room, so, storage is an issue. And that's a bit of a paradox, isn't it? Shop only once a month, but don't keep a month's worth of shopping stored.
I'm tackling issues one by one. Veggies, you know about. That's not been much of a success - so far. Simply because I sowed my seeds at the wrong time of year. But the ground is prepared and I can start re-sowing anytime. Soon. Next issue: Bread. Well, I'm baking bread, but it's not yet the right bread. It'll take time, of course, and I am making progress. I tried a rye bread today, with somehow flopped a bit. It sunk in the center, like it did rise and then just flopped in the center. And I'm thinking about starting a sourdough starter - but first, I should have some more experience with the bread machine.
It's also not simply a matter of baking bread, there's also the issue of storing it. In the past, I always used a plastic bag - but now, with the waste removal problem, that's an issue. Okay, so I re-use the plastic bags, once the bread is finished, for kitty litter, but still. It's not ideal. So I got a bread bin. Which helps, but it's not enough. It needs to be kept in something inside the bread bin - airtight would be best. I've tried a beeswax wrap, but again, that's not working so well for me. Today, I've ordered a bread bag, made of cloth. Let's see how that works. Oh, and the bread bin? It seems to be splitting already ... I've now moved it - far away from the kettle, which I hope was the problem. Why hope? Because then, moving it, would solve it.
So there are many changes, not just the products but all that goes with them. And this 'recycle everything' kind of came a little too soon and too solid. I mean, waste removal is something we take for granted, with the recycling being something we get to choose. Yet here I am, from one day to the next 'sorry, we've got a problem'.
With every order, I'm not getting just groceries, but also something extra. Like the bread bag and the composting starter kit this week. All of which will pay off - in the long run. And that's the problem, because, with the looming retrenchment - which will most likely result in shorter hours and therefore lower monthly income ... well, it's a problem. I need to be cutting costs, not adding to my monthly expenses.
That's where balance comes in. Which is tricky, because there are so many useful goodies to get! At the same time, I still have a large stock of infrequent consumables. Like soap. I will be changing over to the online soap in the shower and the bath, once I've used up the last two bars - but for the basin, I've still got a stash of Nivea liquid hand soap. Technically, I should use up all the shower body wash before buying soap as well. Hmmm ... I think I had better.
Okay, so soap is not expensive - but it all adds up. I also still need some clothing and that's not going to be cheap, either! Sigh ... I just wish I had a plan, you know? After all these months I still feel like I'm groping around in the dark. Take a step forward, discover a whole new section of the map, kind of thing. That's why this 'change of lifestyle' will keep coming up, over and over again, until I'm finally settled. And living. I'm just tired of 'have to do's prodding me onward - I'd rather have more 'want to do's ahead of me.
Well, for today, I'm done, and tomorrow it's back to the grindstone - although, I do enjoy my work! If only it wasn't for the moody chauvy ego - that's the only downer at work.