LS 4 Thursday

Bad night. I had nightmares, which woke me up several times. The cause?

See that kitten? THAT's giving me nightmares! Why? Well, first question: Why is there only one? And then I think of the earth moving equipment my landlord is always using right outside ... and I see the mother only able to carry away one kitten, before the equipment buries the rest ... nightmare enough?

Well, I'm googling TNR, and Onderstepoort came up. Funny, though, as they never offered that option when I mentioned Smeagol in the past - only offered to give me something to add to his food that would make him drowsy, so I could pick him up.

Wollies open at nine, so I'll call them. Yes, I'm really upset about the discovery of the kitten. Looks like they slept right outside the fence all night. I've been doing nothing but worry about them all morning ... 

Quarter to ten, I called Wollies - they don't TNR, but will send me a contact who does.

Okay, contact has been made. She's too busy now, she's managing a cat hotel, and asked me to contact her early next year. I feel very relieved, having got the ball rolling ...

Again, we didn't get turned off for the 10-12 slot. I wonder what's going on? Seriously, given the state of the grid ... it's not exactly putting me at ease.

I spent pretty much the whole day working on my tier design. I have to confess, though, that I'm not enjoying myself. I don't know why - maybe I'm just not in the mood? I also feel pretty down, because it's not really coming together. For some reason, I just don't enjoy the challenge.

This is just placed. I don't know, yet, how.

I think I'll call it a day. Maybe I'll think of something during load shedding ... or subconsciously in my dreams tonight.

I feel kind of like my whole day was wasted. Yet, on the other hand, I know I'd regret if I hadn't made the effort! And no, I'm not giving up. It's just not as simple as I thought, that's all.

Different day tomorrow ...