This work thing kept stomping through my head, and I just couldn't evict it.
First question: What do I want? Or rather, what do I need? Simple: Serenity!
I CAN change me! My attitude. That's all I can change.
So. How do I do that?
Mentally turn the tables.
It hit me last night, as I was listening to 'Making Money' by Terry Pratchett: I AM HUBERT! Ha Ha Ha! I really am!
And my system is the Glooper!
It's not about the public acknowledgement, it's about my happiness. And my self worth. I know the value of the work I'm doing. I should learn to be okay with that.
Whenever I start to get frustrated, just remind myself: Pucci, Moist, Glooper, Hubert. I've made a little sign with just those names and stuck it to the bottom corner of my work PC.
Now ... is this working just for today? I'm funny that way - some of these epiphanies just don't survive the test of time ... but I really need something to work for me, here. Permanently.
Anyway. That's my Attitude Adjustment.
I think I'll post this separately ... and write a new post covering the 'back at home' part of my Friday.
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